I hate arranging my own parties, it’s a process making everything work. Don’t get me wrong, I like to party but it’s the process I would like to avoid. How many should I invite? How many will show up? Did I invite too many or…? I always have a fix idea that I need to invite more people, I think it is because I’m afraid of having a party without anybody showing up. That would be embarrassing. That’s the thought that keeps going on in my head,